I try not to get all personal story on this thing—- not trying to harsh your mellow, nahmean?
But it is possible to be broken by the same thing over and over again. If you keep running into the same wall, listening to the same shit and swallowing the same garbage, you —and correct me if I’m wrong here — often end up getting the same result.
So it doesn’t matter that you have the power to invoke hell on earth or whether you decide to vent via Tumblr like it’s Livejournal 2.0, you did this to yourself.
You knew what this was. You knew who you were dealing with. From the horse’s mouth: “You know what I did. I would do it to you. Why would you want that?”
Because I, 1 year and 2 months later, am still crazy. Just less about you.